sadd.
or happy.??
both.!!
in the morning.
saw this really pathetic moth.
going to get carried away by ants.
it hurt its wing.
and i couldnt do a thing to help it.
basically i was scared.
i didnt know what to do.
thought of killing the ants.
but i dont dare kill ants.!!
but i did in the end.
at least some.
i feel like im a MURDERER.
i cant take so many lives cause of one moth can i.?
but i did.
i thought about it for a really long time.
the moth is struggling to keep alive.
it even overturned but managed to keep running from them.
its a sad scene really.
i was a little happy i helped it in a way.
but was sad for the lives i've taken.
im so sorry.
god please pardon me.

anyway.
today's piano.
i cried.
well partly cause of my cough.
and she actually praised me.
after 15 years.
i've practiced FOUR lines.
and she was pleased.
i was so happy.
i cried =.=
sheesh.
i gotta learn how to control my emotions one day.

afternoon was great ^^
family outing.!
or rather, mom-bro outing.
dad went off halfway.
sheesh.
whatever.
it was great in bugis ^^
and my mom's going to get a shop in icon building.!!
thats going to be GREAT.
then i can go bugis all the time (:
FANTASTIC.

new stuffs i got today :
a new orange clock to match with my bedsheet ^^
a cute dog penholder.
a pink chicken keychain ( sounds weird.? its really cute.!! )
a pack of batteries =.=
strepsills (:

what i made today :
an earring.!!
those one long one short type ^^
very simple.
I LURVE IT.
(:

its all gone. i can finally live with an empty heart.